The pain that made you the odd one out is the story that connects you to a healing world.“Eleven” by Tanya Markul
There is no one in the world who knows and understands your story better than you do. That being said, there might be aspects of your inner realm that know the pain you’ve felt and the silent extents you’ll go to in order to keep that area safe, no matter the cost.
If happiness has been unreliable, then you might be subconsciously avoiding it. The same can also hold true for love.
As Mother Mary has mentioned before, “Let us begin anew.”
“’Final sale’ sounds much like ‘final sail,’” El Morya would tell you. No matter how you spell it, “pain” and “pane” will always sound the same.
Are you willing to allow the winds of change to open a few windows and doors so you can journey with the soul’s light at the helm, guiding the way?
Would you consciously drop anchor where you are now if you felt, deep within, that another harbour was beckoning you?
If you wish to take stock of your life, don’t forget that there are many who would willingly trade places with you.
Focus on gratitude first and let it build so that it fuels the fires of freedom within. That is where true change begins.
If I were to challenge you to do one thing today, it would be to make a difference in someone’s life. Do not hesitate to let that “someone” be you.
Fill your well to fuel your will and allow yourself the compassion and grace you didn’t receive in the past.
As “change” forms part of “challenge,” so is it within you to drop anchor in this Now moment with the following mantra in mind:
“I AM worthy of being seen and heard.”
Let that echo within your inner chamber and allow the song of the soul to repeat these words as often as they are needed:
“Your voice matters.”
As “moment” similarly forms part of “movement,” so is it within your soul’s power to provide whatever light is needed to guide you forward.
The worst thing about making a mistake isn’t that some people won’t accept an apology, it’s that they’ll begin to filter their perceptions through the myopic lens of a single event and not look at the totality of the other person’s overall behaviour.
For some, judging (or, rather, misjudging) is a redirection (or perhaps a projection) so that their own transgressions will no longer be at the forefront of their minds, if they actually were at all. (I’m mentioning this because the residue of their own hurts and disgruntlements might be lurking in the shadows and will only respond when triggered.)
“If no one else projected their unmet needs or unhealed wounds, what kind of world would we live in?” a few might be considering asking aloud.
No one will ever be “perfect” in the eyes of another. That stated, what is considered a high standard for some might be the bare minimum for another.
You are all perfectly imperfect, as are those of us who have been overseeing humanity’s evolution for far longer than some might believe.
The secret teachings of centuries past were guarded carefully by the people who sought to keep them safely hidden from those who tended to condemn inner freedom because it distracted from the belief that an external hierarchy was necessary to gain enlightenment—or forgiveness, for that matter.
Remember that the Earth is still round, regardless of those who continue to believe otherwise. Remember, too, that you will always be worthy of the soul’s love, regardless of those who continue to believe otherwise, as well.
The sooner love is placed at the forefront of your personal and collective belief systems, the sooner the peace that has eluded cluttered minds and hearts will begin to poke through, ushering forward a period of tremendous growth.
Healing requires feeling. You cannot hold anyone hostage, metaphorically speaking. You must choose to liberate yourself from anything that prevents love from being the source of your inner fulfilment.
You do not need to escape. You need to focus on freedom.
Trust that your soul would never shame or shun periods when you might have stumbled.
What matters is that you pick yourself up.
The soul keeps score far better than the ego ever will.
Try that one on for size. It might fit better than you think.
~ Channeled February 21, 2023